:: Aching ::
This day, indeed, has been a rather gloomy one. It's all emotional. It's all not good enough.

I have Desree's Kissing You on repeat now.

It's not exactly a song I listen to frequently, but play it in my silence, and I'll stop everything else. I really do. I will stop. There's nothing wrong with it, it's beautiful, really. The song has no direct significance howsoever in my life, past OR present. It's just that the whole thing always trigger memories.

No particular repeated memories...but different people, places, and things starts to appear in my head, and then suddenly, they became so clear, -so ridiculously clear, that I wondered where they have all gone to.

Today, Peishan appeared. I saw her in a pink tank top. She was sitting with me at the stairs just outside the cafe at SIM. She was patting my back, with the most sympathetic look on her face. Well, of course I remember that day. I have told her something really upsetting...I can't remember what exactly. But she said, "It's only once."

It's been a long while. I need to hit the sack. And let it all out. Everything's inside. Some won't understand, but to those who do, thank you for reading without having to frown your eyebrows.